Hope you’re happy- glad its over- here’s your new poem

everything happens for a reason
this time the reason I cannot see
i’m sure some day I’ll look back at this
and remember the good it did for me

Right now I just dont want to
I can barely breathe let alone think
I have high hopes I’ll come out of this
but I may have to go see a shrink

I dont know how to put this together
I cant continue on my own
I dont know where Im going to
but I will have to go it alone

It’s another sleepless night in a cold bed
and I find myself with a bottle drunk
feeling used and broken again
like another city street punk

I sung your song out loud in the shower
to sober up from a heavy night
I crashed your car into a tree today
thought it would be a good end to this fight

Hope you feel better now that we’re done
you were never really immune to stress
and I hope your happy now since
you have forced me to once again say “yes”

Fucked if I do fucked if I don’t
why do i put up with this bullshit
Manipulate me, use me, I’m glad you got your way
but I wont let you go easily with this

Im getting stronger its getting easier
to just give up and let you go
This seemed impossible but now a path
shows me what I really didn’t know

I hope you’re happy now
truly happy now
im not your possession now
I’ll get out of this somehow
and Im not going down
I’ll see you around
see you in the ground
look what i have found
what goes around comes around
I hope you’re happy now

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