why

Im not selfish, really. That was always just my excuse to not bring a baby into this dying world. The generations just keep getting worse. Id hate to see what it will be like for my daughter or son, to grow in a world of selfish morons, ignorant chauvanists, and lack of dignity, lack of self morals. My poor neices are experiencing a world without trust, without love, without self righteousness. I cant say I grew up with anything more… but it seriously doesnt matter anymore, its not the family you have cuz they could give you the world. You still seek support from friends and peers when you are a kid. Its just sad that when your a kid you have nobody to really look up to except maybe your older sister whos getting into drugs and cutting herself, or some of the models, or celebrities that are doing the same as your older sister..

I dont see a reason to create anything that will need to survive this misery. I wouldnt know what to say to help, “Hunny, Im sorry that those people are ignorant bastards” Im sorry that your boyfriend is going to war they said would end 15 years ago. Im sorry people lie and cheat and steal and they make it look fun and tempting to you.

Yeah, no, maybe on not ready for this… good thing I have like 5 years before he/she starts asking why…

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