February 2011
2 posts
Listen
January 2011
2 posts
why
Im not selfish, really. That was always just my excuse to not bring a baby into this dying world. The generations just keep getting worse. Id hate to see what it will be like for my daughter or son, to grow in a world of selfish morons, ignorant chauvanists, and lack of dignity, lack of self morals. My poor neices are experiencing a world without trust, without love, without self righteousness. I...
little me
Sometimes, when I get scared and think to myself “nothing will be alright”. I sit down and read a book and escape to a new world, where life for the character is all planned out for her/him… the life of the character is all written out and thought out by the author… it’s set in stone… er… in this case, in paper with ink. It helps me to realize that my life...
October 2010
1 post
today is tomorrow, just a little sooner
tomorrow i’ll promise to be true to myself
im not trying to hide, the grass isnt greener on the other side
but i’ll still keep jumping the fence not knowing what im looking to find
today is tomorrow, but in disguise
today i’ll make a few mistakes that will take a lifetime to fix
im not crying this time, i’ll pick my shameless head up...
September 2010
1 post
July 2010
1 post
“Fate rarely calls upon us at a moment of our choosing.”
–
Optimus Prime (via quote-book)
April 2010
1 post
March 2010
13 posts
Having a bad day. Cheer me up!
Somebody, anybody…
Please?
=(
“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than...”
– Author Unknown (via ithinksharksarecute)
alice in wonderland.: don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t... →
don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry. don’t cry….
=_
Quiet. Silence.
Chaos. Violence.
Let’s smile for a while.
And drive another mile.
Reading through the lines
committing vindictive crimes
C’mon take a ride with me
I’ll show you things you’ve never seen.
When you get to know someone,
all their physical characteristics
start to disappear.
You begin to dwell in their energy,
recognize the scent of their skin.
You see only the essence of the person,
not the shell.
That’s why you can’t
fall in love
with beauty or looks.
You can lust after it,
be infatuated by it,
want to own it.
You can love it
with your eyes and your body,...
Reality is that I cannot be there for everybody.
I wish I could, if I had the ability to be everyone’s backbone I would.
But I am only one person, and
I MATTER MOST.
February 2010
12 posts
Maybe I’m not strong enough for this.
Im not your toy, I won’t play ur games
I quit this long run of being used.
I find it easy to ignore you all
Guess i’m too easily amused.
I don’t know you, you don’t know me
Don’t fucking judge me, I’m not on trial
You don’t know me, you don’t own me
You aren’t worth my while.
FUCK YOU!
loveandrazorblades:
despondentlover:
blua:
...
“Confidence is 10% hard work and 90% delusion”
– Tina Fey (via kapi)
does that scare you?
I gave it all my oxygen
So let the flames begin
January 2010
10 posts
Leaving for Vegas today.
Kinda glad that when I come back, things will be different.
But the same as I left them.
Vegas with Danni may be just as chaotic as I hope it will be.
I just need to stay sober and carry mace.
I was seriously thinking about another chance at this Life has been going good since I have met you, miss. And I really concidered keeping my cool with you & this. I have a lot of patience, but you’re testing my tolerance.
“Women like you, they’re a dime a dozen. You can buy ‘em anywhere.”
You will get what you deserve.
I’m leaving behind everything that...
Im pretty happy with my life right now
Hope you're happy- glad its over- here's your new...
everything happens for a reason
this time the reason I cannot see
i’m sure some day I’ll look back at this
and remember the good it did for me
Right now I just dont want to
I can barely breathe let alone think
I have high hopes I’ll come out of this
but I may have to go see a shrink
I dont know how to put this together
I cant continue on my own
I dont know where Im...
December 2009
8 posts
Sometimes I talk more than I should
or think harder than I could
but I listen better than you ever would.
It makes sense what you wanted in the first place it was never about me or anything other than you I never felt sorry for you, although more recently I wanted to….
A Simple Poem for a Simple Heart
if you get too close I will push you away
and I will say some things I probably shouldn’t say
I am scared to learn, to love, to hate
and I wont leave my life up to fate.
Hear the water drip from the faucet
close the door to the bedroom closet
and count the sheep up on the ceiling
but I will fight that nervous feeling
I wont get butterflies when you are around
and I wont pick you...
*We’ll write a song That turns out the lights When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside Don’t waste your time Speed up your breathing Just close your eyes We’ll hope it’s for nothing at all Nothing at all
When guilt fills your head Brush off rise up from the dead This is the moment that we will come alive Brace yourself for love Sweet...
Im doing fine
“When you’re young you decide What you can and cannot take Promises that you made That you wish you wouldn’t break This was over, long before we met”
“there’s regret that you feel about the choice you’ve made you’ll just have to deal before it goes away you ask me how i feel and here’s what i’ll say i’m doing fine, just fine,...